a strong passionate affection for another person ;

they say if you think && have a heart like a nigguh you wont get played . . .
well screw that ;
if you think or have a heart like meh you would know bettuh then to get played ;
[just thought i would put that out there] ;

my parents always told meh to wait till im OUT of college to get into relationships ;
uhmm i plan on being in college for bout 8 years . . .
sooo that would be when around 25 years old till my first boyfrand :o ;
yeaaa bout that . . .

but so far im doing a good job listening to my parents ;
never had a REAL boyfrand ;
never had my first kiss ;
&& NO im not prude !
but i am reserved ;
just never had the chance . . . well actucally i have ;
just never had the right boy come along ;
[ feel free to change that (; ]
the reaction i always get when i tell people "what your 15 && you havent ? . . . why ?"
well i just answered your question !

im not the one for relationships ;
i know im not mature to handle one [even though some people my age say i am] ;
i always seem to give out advice about relationships ;
they say "experience is the best teacher" ;
that is NOT true . . .
yes its a good teacher ;
but not necessarily the best ;
most people dont think im the best too talk to about relationships because i never been through one but doesnt mean ishhhhh ;
soo how do i know what im talking bout ? i just have talent ! (;

i dont have time for nigguhs ;
[lol i felt kool saying that]
they're a waste of time ;
&& waste of energy ;
they NEVER work ! [for our age]
[except for the high skool sweethearts which is like 1%-2% of people which alot of them end up in divorce] ;


i know yur response is probably you never know until you try ;
&& my response is why put your self through all that headache when the percentage of yall actually making it work is extremely LOW ;
huh ? explain to meh . . .
why be in a relationship if your not gonna married ?
your answer is to exprience love ;
screw loveeee ;
im not ready for love ;
i have my life to live before i fall in love ;
"love never fails" ;
if you ever truely love someone you NEVER stop loving the person ;
so dont say you love somone if you cant see yourself being with the person for the rest of your life ;
i want my first love to be the person i marry ;
would you like it if your spouse loved you but still had love for his/her first love ?
i know i wouldnt . . .
actually TRUE love around my age is really rare ;
most people say "i love you" after few months or weeks of even DAYS into a relationship ;
what is that ?!?! move around . . .
yeaa you never know love until your in it ;
do you know the difference between having strong feelings for someone && love ?
because most people need to ;
if i ever told you i loved you ;
more than likely i meant it ;
but NOT on that level . . .

i truely believe if you genuinely really love somesone they will love you back ;
i know some people reading this are like :
"what the hell does she know ? she doesnt know anything or she's too young to know what she's talking about." ;
but i bet i KNOW what im talking about && i bet i have a higher level of thinking than you ;) ;
&& to meh age is nothing but how many years you lived on this earth ;
someone people say your maturity levels && wisdom grows as your age does. . .
but arent some adults really immature? [because i know some ]
&& wisdom comes from God ;
&& God can give you wisdom to you whenever he pleases . . .

well im just talking from point of view ;
you dont have to agree with meh ;
im just tired of things i see nowadays . . .
just wanted to finally to express the way i feel bout that thing called . . . LOVE ;