the framework of my life ;

hmmm being a christian . . .
what does that really mean ?
well the dictionary definition is :
of, pertaining to, believing in, or belonging to the religion based on the teachings of Jesus Christ.
but my definition is :
living yur life like Jesus did.
now im not saying fast for 40 days && 40 days night && heal the sick.
but i mean live yur life according to the way God wants it to be.
im not gonna sit here & lie & say its easy.
i remember when i was in 3rd grade & i used to read the bible every morning.
but its like now i cant even do that.

the Lord knows i try.
-i try not to cuss ;
-i try not to get jealous of people ;
-i try to obey my parents ;
-i try not to use the Lords name in vain ;
-i try not to steal ;
-i try to love everyone ;
-i try not to lie ;
-i dont have sex ;
-i try to keep my body as a temple ;
&& i try to do alot of other things to please God
but its not easy AT ALL !

spritual death is the worse type of death.
to be honest christianity isnt a religion to meh ;
because its more than just listening to a bunch of rules ;
its more of having a relationship with God ;
i mean does the buddha actually talk to buddhistss ?
like really c'mon . . .
i take my faith in God serious ;
i mean sometimes i know i dont show it but i really try ;

one of my favorite bible versus growing up was :
"For we walk by faith, not by sight". - 2 Corinthians 5:7 ;

you wonder why i named this post the framework of my life ?
well because Jesus is the fundamental structure of my life.