keeping it 110% ;

lmaoooo this video is too funny ;

you have to watch it !

excuse his or her french ;

so this video just had meh thinking that . . .

i am getting sick & tired of people calling meh negative ;

i dont see the point of acting like life is peaches & cream ;

there's a difference between being real & being negative ;

being real is looking at reality & stating the truth ;

& being negative is when there is still hope & you just shut it down ;

another thing :

i used to always tell myself if i cant say sumthing to someones face i wont say it at all ;

if i had a problem with someone i would ALWAYS confront them bout it ;

or if i heard my named in someones mouth i would ALWAYS confront them bout it also ;

cause who are they for meh to be scared of ?

if you aint God i do not fear you ;

but this past year it seemed like i would hear sumthing but never said nothing ;

maybe its because it didnt phase meh ;

or more than likely its because i didnt wannuh start drama ;

but i now i have come to realization that the drama had already been started when they open their mouth & my name was in their vocabulary !

but i realized that if people have something to say just say it to there face ;

& it makes yur life & their life easier ;

trust because if not thats how drama usually starts ;

but the difference between me & you is that :

i at least wont lie about what was said ;

i know im not perfect ;

& far from it ;

so i know i might say or do things that doesnt please you ;

but hun i do not live to please you !

but if you do have problem with meh just tell mehh ;

i rather talk things through than fight ;

& maybe i would try to change whatever the issue bout meh is if i agree with you ;

but if you just say it behind my back ;

thats when i get heated & go off ;

alot of people havent seen the real hot-tempered side of meh ;

& theres no reason for you to see it either ;

just keep it one hunit ten & i'll do the same ;

just know if you say things like im ugly to my face or behind my face ;

that ishh dont phase mehhh at all !

cause i know im beautiful ;

just thought i would put that out there because i hear that alot !

but if you decide to continue to keep my beautiful name in yur mouth ;

i hope you choke on it ! (:

&retrobarbie♥;

& stay tuned for the next entry . . .