ghettO much ?

watch this video :

im just glad my parents actually thought bout my future when naming meh ;
what do i look like with the name Bufanaquishria or Shataniana ?
i have somewhere to be in life & i want my name to be rememebered by ;
but not because of how ghetto it sounds . . .
but because of what i did ;
its actually sad but true that people do judge you by what yur name is or sounds like ;
my full name is joyce boluwatife sadiku ;
&& yes all three names have meaning ;

not parts of my parents name combined together ;
joyce means the joyful one ;
boluwatife means what the Lord wants ;
&& sadiku means the honest man ;

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eye for eye ?

right butt cheek for a left butt cheek?
why cant people just be the bigger person ?
why must every be out to get each other ?
why must people still be childish in their ways ?
why do people like to put others in misery ?
why cant people just forgive each other ?
why must people make a vendetta list ?
getting revenge on someone isnt going to change what the person did to you ;
yes they might feel yur pain ;
but if you didnt like the pain they gave you ;
why would you want them to go what you went through ?
maybe its just cause yur heart is harden ;
people always wander why bad things happen in this world . . .
its that people just cant love each other ;
just because your life isnt going the way you like ;
doesnt mean you have to ruin someone else's just because someone did you wrong in the past ;
why cant people leave the past in the past ?

what goes around DOES come around ;
so just let karma be ;
why do you have to give someone the karma ?
leave that up to God ;

i mean sometimes it just kills meh how people do me wrong ;
& sometimes it just kills meh not to do anything ;
BUT that doesnt mean i dont or cant stand up for myself ;
best believe i can ;
but sometimes its just bettuh to just walk & just get out of drama ;
maybe i just think these things just because i would like to live in a world thats pefect ;
hmm sometimes i hate facing reality . . .
but maybe when people learn to love each other ;
then there would be world peace !

"don't repay evil for evil. wait for the Lord to handle the matter" - Proverbs 20 : 22

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summer oh nine ;

been waiting for this season all year long ;
&& here it is . . .
isnt cracked up to what i wanted it to be ;
isnt summer suppose to be all bout :
getting tan. late night phone calls. shopping. partying. NO drama. going to the beach. chillaxing. traveling. wild 'n out. summer flings ?

no ma'am not my summer . . .

not trying to get darker ;
hmm i do stay up all night but not exciting ;
hard to shop with no $$$ ;
havent been able to go one grad party this year ;
thanks to certain people that cant let things go there seems to be drama in this life of mine BUT i already said bye to it !
thanks to the dirty beach galvanston no sir ;
done a little too MUCH chilling ;
thanks to the recession no wasting $$$ on traveling places ;
thanks to my strict parents none of that ;
dudes are lame & cant see what they missing out on ;

dont have many goals for this summer ;
but here are the few :
1). read ALOT of books to expand on my vocabulary ;
2). get a freaking j.o.b !
3). make reading the bible a daily routine ;

yes those are the ONLY three things i want out of this summer ;
pray for meh that all of these goals come to past ;
please & thank you ;

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