William A. Romero ;

this is the first pictuh we ever took ;

mayneee fool this my nigguh right here ;
even though he "claims" to be el salvadorian ;
he's still my dirty mexicannn :) !
hmmm mehh & him been kool for 2 years now ;
sooo he's real kool people ;
i mean he can aggravates meh ALOT ;
he's still my nigguh on the reals ;
i loveee giving him BIG hugs . . . even though he dreads 'em ;
but yeaaa like he said i do plan on being in his wedding ;
i like how we used both lived in the same area ;
he was raised in compton while i lived in los angeles ;
i loveee the compliments he gives mehhh ;
& if it wasnt for him i wouldnt have never met crystal ;

this shows how much i loveee him cause i made him a shirt for freee ;

i love our heart to heart conversationsss ;
i love how were both nosey even though he doesnt like to admit it ;
i love how he actually takes time to listen whatever pointless things i say ;
i like how he is real ;
i love how he always have food at his house ;
i love his mom ;
i love all the rides he gives meh ;

i dont like how he lies ;
i dont like how he's over-protective ;
i dont like how he doesnt eat healthy ;
i dont like how he can be negativeee ;
i dont like how he doesnt like his step dad ;
i dont like how he over re-acts & gets mad easily ;

but i love William Alexander Romero overral ;

this is the last pictuh we took so far . . .

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&retrobarbie♥ ;

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what if ?

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keeping it 110% ;

lmaoooo this video is too funny ;

you have to watch it !

excuse his or her french ;

so this video just had meh thinking that . . .

i am getting sick & tired of people calling meh negative ;

i dont see the point of acting like life is peaches & cream ;

there's a difference between being real & being negative ;

being real is looking at reality & stating the truth ;

& being negative is when there is still hope & you just shut it down ;

another thing :

i used to always tell myself if i cant say sumthing to someones face i wont say it at all ;

if i had a problem with someone i would ALWAYS confront them bout it ;

or if i heard my named in someones mouth i would ALWAYS confront them bout it also ;

cause who are they for meh to be scared of ?

if you aint God i do not fear you ;

but this past year it seemed like i would hear sumthing but never said nothing ;

maybe its because it didnt phase meh ;

or more than likely its because i didnt wannuh start drama ;

but i now i have come to realization that the drama had already been started when they open their mouth & my name was in their vocabulary !

but i realized that if people have something to say just say it to there face ;

& it makes yur life & their life easier ;

trust because if not thats how drama usually starts ;

but the difference between me & you is that :

i at least wont lie about what was said ;

i know im not perfect ;

& far from it ;

so i know i might say or do things that doesnt please you ;

but hun i do not live to please you !

but if you do have problem with meh just tell mehh ;

i rather talk things through than fight ;

& maybe i would try to change whatever the issue bout meh is if i agree with you ;

but if you just say it behind my back ;

thats when i get heated & go off ;

alot of people havent seen the real hot-tempered side of meh ;

& theres no reason for you to see it either ;

just keep it one hunit ten & i'll do the same ;

just know if you say things like im ugly to my face or behind my face ;

that ishh dont phase mehhh at all !

cause i know im beautiful ;

just thought i would put that out there because i hear that alot !

but if you decide to continue to keep my beautiful name in yur mouth ;

i hope you choke on it ! (:

&retrobarbie♥;

& stay tuned for the next entry . . .

one by one . . .

i feel like people just keep leaving my side ;

i use to have that mentality " eff you ! i can find someone to replace you " ;

i still have it but maybe thats why i feel like im loosing the close people around me ;

maybe its because i act like i dont care bout people ;

but i really do ;

i just dont show it . . .

the expression i usually show really is anger ;

dont really like expressing how i feel ;

yeaaa i know thats a problem ;

& i know i should practice what i preach ;

because i usually say its bettuh to talk things through ;

but i always have a feeling people dont like listening to what i say ;

which explains why i keep my deep feelings within ;

until someone asks which most people dont . . .

i usually only say speak up when something is wrong with my friendships when its too late ;

& when i say its too late i mean when we're already drifting & more than likely whatever i say is not going to fix anything ;

but shouldnt the other person care enough to say something ?

throughout all the type of friends i have ;

i've always changed my bestfriend ;

i know moving alot has a factor in it ;

but ive been living in texas for about 7 years ;

& i have already changed my besfriend like 4 or 5 timess ;

hmmm but one time i heard on the christian chanel :

" not to hold on to people & some people are just for a season " !

so i know there's a reason why im always switching out close people to meh ;

but sumtimes i wonder is it my fault ? or is it theres ? or maybe its both ?

i need HELP !

i tried the whole "one deep" thing . . .

& i realized you cant live in this big evil world without people to help you through yur life ;

no matter what people say friends DO have a big impact on your life ;

so just know if you want to get the best out of life life you need good people to help you ;

cause the bad people would just make it harder for you ;

or maybe its because i pick the wrong friends ;

& later realize i shouldnt have been their friend . . .

because they're a bad fluenence ;

i dont wanuuh surround myself with people that dont wannuh get the same thing in life as i do ;

i mean like i dont want friends who waste their life doing "useless" thingss !

but anyways . . .

next year im not going to have much people to talk to at skool ;

because i mainly hang out with seniors at skool this past skool year ;

but no biggie ;

cause i am frienly & like meeting new people ;

i do want new friends but not to replace the ones i have ;

just to surround myself with new things & people ;

im going to hang unto all the friends i have at the momentreal tight until i feel its time for meh to let go . . .

is it yur time for meh to let go ?

&retrobarbie♥ ;

& stay tune until the next entry . . .